Today started off with me feeling all over the place, something which has been sneaking up on me over the past few days. I feel very mixed emotions and thoughts in regards to my life right now. Iapos;m excited by my goals, and want to work to make things better, but Iapos;m also feeling myself dragging in the past (which is not a helpful mindset), and having a hard time associating the work I need to do right now with the rewards that come down the line. I get really energized at one moment, and really tired and demotivated shortly after. Sometimes I stay aware of the fact that I will be moving my yearapos;s end, and use that as my base line for actions, whereas sometimes Iapos;m acting like I can afford to have a full roomapos;s worth of items and files.
I went out to buy milk today, and on that vigorous walk, a lot of my head cleared. Iapos;m really going to take a sharper approach in all of this, because I think what I need to do is clear my slate as much as possible. That will make any move easier, but I also think it gives me a breath of fresh air. If I do go overboard and clear too much, then Iapos;ll live with that, because I think the benefits outweigh the consequences.
Iapos;m changing my mindset as quickly as possible, but itapos;s very hard. Still though- I must do this, there is no alternative.
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